Why The Hell Won't I Love Myself?
Why the hell won’t I love myself?
I’ve heard it said that the world will kick you down, spit on you and declare you worthless. Heck, but aren’t we supposed to stand up and fight for ourselves because if we don’t stand up for ourselves, who the hell will?
The thing is, no matter how much of a smart-alec I think I am and being a tad too optimistic, when it comes to walking the talk, it’s just not the same. Advice is cheap, whether it’s offered to others or myself. Sure, I’ll take my own advice, but only with nods from the back of my mind — not all the way into action — because at the back of all the super positive, can-do mindset, I have to deal with the real world.
As of today, enough is enough and I will shape my real world and trust that I will survive the selfish disappointment of those I have served instead of growing into myself.
Most times they chose to stay not because they learned how to accommodate and adapt to the insecurity, self-centeredness, dominance, and control in that environment. They sacrificed for the goods of others.